Finally my friends contacted me last week and went over to their house for a short visit. Was happy to see them! Well when leaving they said they hoped to see me more often... Well still it's been a week and I don't sms or call like before... I don't want to end up being a leach or anything. Or don't even want to give that feeling to anyone. It's one of the worst things I believe. When someone says that the 'friend' is a real glue-stick! I certainly don't want to have that kinda tag on me!

I sometimes wonder if people really appreciate the person that I am. Some people think am a real snob. Well am not but it's just that I've got a personality that makes people think so. You know the quote... The first impression is the last impression.In my case when people look at me am sure they think am a snob. But just see me smile. I know that my smile has a kind of warmness in it. I dunno why but with eveyone that I meet, I do have a genuine interest in that person. It is impossible for me to be a hypocrite. Maybe that's why people feel the warmth about me. I just can't feel as if am interested when actually am not. Weird. But one thing is for sure. I would rather stay away from people who have hurt me in the past or from people who gossip about me. Even though I have seldom heard things about me, I would rather stay in one corner or mingle with other people than hanging around with hyprocrites.

Am currently reading a book called 'Apple of my Eye' by Patrick Redmon. Have tried to stay away from my pc since I could feel my eyes were becoming dry. And that's not comfortable. Specially when I wake up in the morning and feel my eyes absolutely dry, hence it hurts to blink. Now it's better since I have started reading. It's been such a long time since I read a novel This one is not bad at all and seems to be a good read.