I was dying to go out on a Saturday night. So I told Sis let’s get all decked up in the evening and we’ll go and have some fun in a pub which is a lil far off. She was game for it. So during the day I started asking my friends to join us in the evening. But as incredible as it may seem, nobody was willing to go out. My friend answered in the evening only and said that he needs to check out with his wife. I knew his wife would say no. And indeed that’s what happened. We even called her up to change her mind but she had switched off her phone. We asked Mr Husband to come with us without his wife but his reaction told us that it would be a big mistake. I was furious! They only like to have a drink at home!!! Aren’t they tired of doing that??? Mr Husband am sure would have loved to come with us but this wife of his can be a real pain.

The rest of the friends were not up for it so in the end was at home only. I hate depending on people like this! I just hate it. And it wouldn’t be wise to go to that happening place only the two of us. I hate this place. This country. We can’t do anything on our own even if it is harmless!!!

So after that no news of my ‘friends’. I decided that from now on I will not ask them anything at all. As it is it’s been a while that things seems to have worsened between us. I should not mix business with pleasure. I want to say more about this but I’d rather not say anything now.

So on Friday Mr Husband called me up. I didn’t pick up his call. He kept on calling on Saturday. I didn’t respond. All this coz Mrs Wifey had her birthday on Sunday and I knew that was the reason why he was calling. So that we do something again at their place. Pfff…

Finally asked Sis to speak to him (since he had called her up too). When she explained what happened to me he seemed disappointed that I wouldn’t be able to go for her birthday. Anyway they knew how excited I was to celebrate her birthday since more than a month back. But c’mon… You never call me up or sms me. We used to sms every single day for almost a year. And when I stopped working things went on a halt. Were they friends with me just because I was giving business to them? Several times I wanted to quit that shitty job but they kept telling me not to. Why? I realize that if I had done so, they might have lost the business. They know I am jobless since 2 months. They just ask me if I have found something whenever we meet up. Then nothing. Once Mr Husband had asked me if he should approach someone he knows and who is at the head of a company. I told him yes. But nothing has been done. Same for Mrs. She told me she would speak to someone she knows and with the profile I have she is sure he will accept someone like me. But nothing. That’s because that person had told her that if ever she needs a job, he will give her one. Is she saving the job for herself when she doesn’t need it???

It’s been a week since they know that I had that back problem. But none of them even once smsed me to ask if I was feeling better. That’s what friends are for! (sarcasm)

Anyway I am not in touch with anyone. I am at home only. With my family. Dunno what’s lying ahead so am happy to be spending time being with them. No I don’t go out at all. Only maybe once a week. Very surprising, almost unreal, for someone like me… I know this situation won’t last for long. So it’s ok.