Yeah I know... Haven't updated at all this year. Even though I think about updating everyday, I just don't seem to get the courage to do so... Laziness? Tiredness? Mostly the second one...
Ok first of all, Happy New Year 2009! I really hope this year will be better, much better than last year's in everything... Let's just hope that things will improve and that finally even though the economic crisis will create havoc to a certain extent, we won't let ourselves be discouraged in reaching our goals... Everything takes time... I know what am talking about... So will you if you continue reading...
Sometimes there are people who are around you just to sabotage your plans and future... They just love doing it. I still have no clue why. Is it rivalry? Jealousy? Just what is it??? And why should there be such a thing when you have never done anything to harm that person. Not even unknowingly! Anyway I just hope that there is justice somewhere...
I started this year with a new job. Yes I have found myself a decent job! Yeah you bet I was thrilled and still am!!! There are some people out there who are still willing to give you a chance and who ventured in believing in us! And I am so thankful to them. I wouldn't have been able to spend so much time at home again...
Ok first of all, Happy New Year 2009! I really hope this year will be better, much better than last year's in everything... Let's just hope that things will improve and that finally even though the economic crisis will create havoc to a certain extent, we won't let ourselves be discouraged in reaching our goals... Everything takes time... I know what am talking about... So will you if you continue reading...
Sometimes there are people who are around you just to sabotage your plans and future... They just love doing it. I still have no clue why. Is it rivalry? Jealousy? Just what is it??? And why should there be such a thing when you have never done anything to harm that person. Not even unknowingly! Anyway I just hope that there is justice somewhere...
I started this year with a new job. Yes I have found myself a decent job! Yeah you bet I was thrilled and still am!!! There are some people out there who are still willing to give you a chance and who ventured in believing in us! And I am so thankful to them. I wouldn't have been able to spend so much time at home again...
Since four years I have been longing for a car... Not any car but I just fell in love with a certain make and a particular model... I just find the headlights devilish! Lol! Go figure what that means! So everytime I would come across one, my head would do a 180 degrees detour!!! And today am driving that car... No I didn't buy it. It's just part of the package I got in my job. And am so very enjoying it!!! :o)
I have been able to pay all my debts, I am more at peace now than before. But first and foremost, I am focussing on my career right now and however obstacles are coming my way, I won't let myself be vanquished. Enough is enough. There are a few things that I still have to learn but am working on it.
I have started going to pubs again. I need that. I need to see people and new faces around me and I need to have some fun too! But still I am focussing on my career. And that's one hell of a focus believe me!!!
I have been injured a couple of times since the beginning of the year. First it was my nose, where I felt something being smashed, but fortunately the main bone wasn't broken. That was due to getting an elbow straight in my face, and which ended up on my nose. And secondly I fell down and badly bruised my leg. I was in agony. Man that was terrible. The first one happened in Jan and the second this month. Hope it won't happen on a monthly basis!!! And that the gravity won't change and become more serious!!! The weird part is that both times it happened at the same location... Hmm... Weird huh? Does it mean I should stop going there? Or just be more cautious? But both were accidents. And however cautious you can be, accidents are still accidents! My horoscope tells me that I will be facing a lot of cuts and bruises this year but nothing serious. Well, if it's meant to be then it's meant to be! But I promise I'll be cautious! ;o)
As for my personal life, I met my ex last time. Well we spoke as good friends and nothing more. Even though he hinted at a few things, I remained as neutral as possible. I know he still likes me a lot. But well he told me last time that it was better to remain good friends, so we remain good friends! What does he want this time? I am not going to flinch.
There is another guy who seem to have fallen for me but he is not in the same location than I am. Not even in the same country!!! I don't believe in long-distance relationships. Even though for him it was purely physical in the beginning, seems to me that he has actually fallen for me. He is not my type. But he seems to be a nice human being. There is a huge difference in what seems to be and what actually is... I know nothing will happen but well, can be good friends no? And who knows if we actually meet up? But I am not counting on this relationship. I just know nothing will happen.
I have been a lousy friend to someone these past couple of months and I don't know how to catch up. He is never online whenever I am! And vice versa. We'll need to talk soon Adamie!!! I wake up early for work and when I come back I always end up dozing off on the couch soon after having dinner. It's pathetic!!! I can't believe am already in bed by 21.30hrs!!! And I reach home around 19.00-19.30hrs everyday! Sigh... Hope this will change soon coz I feel tired and lack energy. I need to start exercising again but time is the problem... In the afternoon am too tired and that gym is too crowded. And I need to leave home very early in the morning so that doesn't leave me any option to go to the gym in the morning!!! Will need to find a way. Soon.
Well here was my update! :o) Will come back soon for another one! Till then, be good and do good! And smile!!!
I have started going to pubs again. I need that. I need to see people and new faces around me and I need to have some fun too! But still I am focussing on my career. And that's one hell of a focus believe me!!!
I have been injured a couple of times since the beginning of the year. First it was my nose, where I felt something being smashed, but fortunately the main bone wasn't broken. That was due to getting an elbow straight in my face, and which ended up on my nose. And secondly I fell down and badly bruised my leg. I was in agony. Man that was terrible. The first one happened in Jan and the second this month. Hope it won't happen on a monthly basis!!! And that the gravity won't change and become more serious!!! The weird part is that both times it happened at the same location... Hmm... Weird huh? Does it mean I should stop going there? Or just be more cautious? But both were accidents. And however cautious you can be, accidents are still accidents! My horoscope tells me that I will be facing a lot of cuts and bruises this year but nothing serious. Well, if it's meant to be then it's meant to be! But I promise I'll be cautious! ;o)
As for my personal life, I met my ex last time. Well we spoke as good friends and nothing more. Even though he hinted at a few things, I remained as neutral as possible. I know he still likes me a lot. But well he told me last time that it was better to remain good friends, so we remain good friends! What does he want this time? I am not going to flinch.
There is another guy who seem to have fallen for me but he is not in the same location than I am. Not even in the same country!!! I don't believe in long-distance relationships. Even though for him it was purely physical in the beginning, seems to me that he has actually fallen for me. He is not my type. But he seems to be a nice human being. There is a huge difference in what seems to be and what actually is... I know nothing will happen but well, can be good friends no? And who knows if we actually meet up? But I am not counting on this relationship. I just know nothing will happen.
I have been a lousy friend to someone these past couple of months and I don't know how to catch up. He is never online whenever I am! And vice versa. We'll need to talk soon Adamie!!! I wake up early for work and when I come back I always end up dozing off on the couch soon after having dinner. It's pathetic!!! I can't believe am already in bed by 21.30hrs!!! And I reach home around 19.00-19.30hrs everyday! Sigh... Hope this will change soon coz I feel tired and lack energy. I need to start exercising again but time is the problem... In the afternoon am too tired and that gym is too crowded. And I need to leave home very early in the morning so that doesn't leave me any option to go to the gym in the morning!!! Will need to find a way. Soon.
Well here was my update! :o) Will come back soon for another one! Till then, be good and do good! And smile!!!
